you're my desire (: though it seems tht i dont care & it may seem tht whn you need me , i wont be thr. Just put your FAITH in me & at the end, I promise, I wont turn my back on you ever again & i'll forever be your angel. In my heart I know it will be you whom i will love, always & forever ;DDDD
Boy, I Love You ;DD
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love me or just leave me alone (:
i just simply love everyone ard me ;DDD
i'll love you if you love me 1st (:
but if you hate me , i'll do better than whad you can((:
dont make yourself a person of all my detests but make yourself someone i adore & i promise i'll forgive you for whadtever you've done <3
hmmm woke up at 0849 am bathed , met darl , dhen received msg , she'll be late . dhen met her at my hse voiddeck (: walked to RM . had mac for breakfast ! went to AXS to check on our chalet (: weeeeees ! im so so so bloody excited abt the chalet ! wahahha . hmmm . i hope it will be THIS MONTH ! wahahas ! hmmm . woah ! its 1030 liao ! rushed to school ! wahaha . darl wore slippers -.- she faked as if her leg is injured -.- how fake ! in the end still need me to cover her stupid feet for her -.- dhen she ran in -.- wahahha . waited & waited . darl granny came ! waahaha studpid result so long still dont wanto release out ! heh ! dhen wait til 11 plus then release -.- waste my time ! hmmm . yayness ! i got all my course i want ! A-maths , POA , chem/phy , ss/geo ! others are compulsory ! haha . im so so so happy ! haha but sadd for granny ! she got all the same as me but A-maths change to D&T she's so upset i cann tell haha . dhen went to opt luh ! wahhaha . hmmm my nightmare came true ! hais . i hope i will not be that stressful with ** same class as me ): only grace granny knws whose that . waahaha . hais . im DARN STRESS luh! hmm ! arghs ! wahh h! nvm . PRAY ! wahahas . hmmm . then rain ! BOO ! stayed in schh . then saw matthew & insyhira .. lol . then matthew came . he didnt scold but the way he talk , sounded like scold , i accidentally scolded baq . i felt accuse luh ! im sorry matthew (: & i really have to clearify ! i really did went to help out in my cousin's wedding for the WHOLE WEEK luh ! dont believe , go ask my cousin , not satisfied ?! go ask my manager in PH luh ! ask them if i did work or not ? i really didnt work for the whole week luh ! bcos i m helping out in my cousin's wedding mah ! & i go chalet is YOUR PROBLEM meh ?! my another cousin's bdae mah . & i went at night luh ! bfore that i was with my getting married de cousin luh ! then the next moring went to find my wedding cousin luh ! wanto accuse me oso find a better reason luh! im not saying MATTHEW im saying SOMEONE frm sec2 (: HE baotoe me to matthew sir . baotoe smth that is NOT TRUE ?! well , wipe ur ASS OFF (: hmmm . abt 12 plus to 1 pm , headed to LRT station . when walking out of sch , saw malcolm , dont knw why, my head immediately turn to the opposite direction . dont knw whads the reason that made us so far apart now . mayb bcos of the YOSINOYAH gang ! haha . purposely spell wrongly haha hmmm . then walked out of sch gate , saw my bestee WONG WENG CHEW , wahaha . he 's holding on to a umbrella -.- so old fashion luh ! then i ssqueeze with him . haha . so fun ! wahahs . loves <3 but the stupid rain is NOT STOPPING ! im dead WET ! & that guy keep msging me ,, bbut i didnt reply ! i dont knw whad to reply luh ! daniel oso not like that lo ! wahahas * loves <3 then LRT-ed to CP (: darl's working today (: dhen me & granny went slacking EVERYWHR ! haha . dhen slack at the LRT there . saw dhis black shirt girl , she smiled to me -.- when her fren wearing GREEN , diao-ed me . pls luh ! wanto show you hate me also not dhis way PLEASE -.- dhen aft awhile , granny was telling me , SOMEONE is fat . wahahha . oops =x dhen the black shirt girl came in calling my name -.- she asked me , 'eh cheeyen , you dont like louisa uh ?' siao ! whadtever eh ! trouble maker ?! well , you wanto do whad ? i mean whad cann you do first ! haha ! i will do whad i've promised UNCLE (: he said im naughty & love to find trouble & smart but making use of the smartness to do BAD things . hmmm . then i promised uncle that i'll change (: i will CONTROL & TOLERATE whad ppl do to me but sometimes , have to voice up still luh ! hmmm . i hope i wont disappoint uncle (: hmmm . dhen marshal darl called me . haha . asking me to guess whr is he -.- boliao right ! dhen guess & guessed but cant guess correctly . then he told me . he's in hospital ): so sadd ! he had headache for a few months le . well , dont get bored darling ! im gonna visit you soon ! wahah (: loves <3
hmmm . dhen blahblahblah !~ had a great time with granny today ! wahahha . dhen walked home she dont wanto go home . so she sent me home wahaha . she's SO SO SO GREAT ! wahhas (: hmmm . iloveher though she disappointed me ! hahha . oops -x i hope her opt will be successful ! wahaha . reached home !. blahblahblah ~ alfred msg me -.- siao . i didnt reply . haha . i dont reply to BASTARD =x lol ! . hmm . & i had my reflection done luh . i think thru liao , as a christain , really have to change luh ! saying change not for the saking of just saying but i promise my girls & uncle that i'll prove them . i will prove to them that i have changed (: haha ! hmmm .! i will NOT GET angry with those NO LIFE ppl ! they made me angry bcos DEVIL IS working in them ! haha . im lame but TRUE enough !. im not gonna fall into trap again (: hmms . (: wahahas - thats alll .
i am very happy today ! bcos i wanto live my life to the fullest ! waahahas . im gonna forget abt whadtever unpleasing things that had happened (: hmmm . & i keep telling darl & granny that I AM MRS ***** wahaha . im so so so HAPPY ! weeeeeee ! wahahas .
my dearest daniel ! whr are you ? why arent you by my side ? living my life by myself alone is NO GOOOD . i hope to see you smile & be happy . but my love why arent you by my side ? how much time are we left to waste ? i wont be again to see you for 2yrs . we dont have much time spent tgt .! ILOVEYOU !. (: ahah . im lame ! im just crapping ! i listening to the music & stupidly edited the song (: wahahas . im always meeting him on ***** wahahas . but true enough ): cant see him for TWO YEARS soon ): im gonna miss him like nvr bfore !. arghs ! but still , ILOVEHIM !